Mostpeople,whengivenanopportunitytoaidsomeoneinneed,areeagertodowhatevertheycantobeofservice.Thoseofuswhohavechosentomakehealingtheworldavocationaregratefulforanyoccasiontosendlightandlovetopeopleinourimmediatespheresofinfluenceandbeyond.Asweapplyourpassionandourprinciplestothisaltruisticendeavor,weoftenforgettosendourselvesthesamebountifulgiftsofwellness,thoughweourselvesmaybeindireneedofit.Weoverlookourselves,notbecauseweforget,butbecausewefearthatfocusingontheselfisanindicatorofselfishness.
Itismoreovermuchmoredifficulttohealoneselfthantohealothersbecausetheseedsofuncertaintyaremoreeasilybanishedwhenweactonanother'sbehalf.Whenwesendhealinglighttoourselves,itisimportantthatourintentionsandourself-trustbestrongerthanevertocounteractdoubt.Asweblessourselvesinthisway,weserveasbothanactivechannelandapassivedestination.Thisshouldnotchangethewayweinteractwiththevaluableenergywewishtoreceive,however.
Thoughwemaybetemptedtoconsciouslydirectorinfluencethemannerinwhichlightimpactsourlivesbecauseweknowourselvesmostintimately,weshouldnottrytocontrolitspath.Whenwedrawthewhitelightofprotectionandpuritytoourbodies,takingitintoourselveswitheachinhalation,ourbeliefinthefactthatitwillnaturallymovetowardareasofdysfunctionwillensurethatitflowsthrougheverymuscleandorgan.Andwhenwefillourspaceswiththislight,ourenvironmentsareclearedofallthenegativeenergythatcansapourstrengthandourspirit.Surroundedinsideandoutwithhealinglight,wefeelsafeandprotected,healthy,relaxed,andcontentjustasthosewhoregularlyreceivesuchlovinggiftsfromusdo.Ifyousincerelybelievethatthereisapartofyourselfthatexistsindependentlyofupsetandillness,theloveandlightyousendyourselfwillhelpyouconnectwithit.
Youwillseetheaffirmativeimpactofthisconnectionalmostimmediatelywhenyouincludeyourselfintherecipientsofyourhealinggifts,aslife'sfrustrationsbecomemoretolerableandyourblissbecomesevermorepalpable.