Your hand is the warmth of the city that I can't touch, and my heart is the chaos of war that you never knew.
十一、每次想找个人陪的时候，就发现有的人不能找，有的人不该找，还有的人找不到。
Every time I want to find someone to accompany me, I find that some people can't find, some people shouldn't find, and others can't find.
十二、等一个无心于你的爱人，就如同在机场等一艘船，在海上等一辆车，在六月等一场雪。
Waiting for a lover who doesn't care about you is like waiting for a boat at the airport, a car at sea, and a snow in June.
Those who love deeply hide their hearts and keep silent, while those who miss for a long time are not in their eyes.
十四、多年以后的某个深夜你会不会突然想起我，然后泪如泉涌，才发现你曾亏欠我太多。
Many years later, one night you will suddenly think of me, and then burst into tears, only to find that you owed me too much.
十五、我以为灌口冰可便可压抑疼痛，我以为喝到微醺便可控制想念，我以为爱你至死便可得到青睐。
I thought that the ice could suppress the pain, I thought that the slightest intoxication could control the miss, I thought that love you until death can be favored.
十六、你别来，我就无恙，从此山水不相逢，不问旧人长与短。
If you don't come, I'll be all right. Since then, mountains and rivers have never met, regardless of the old people's length or shortage.
十七、时间会告诉我们，简单的喜欢最长远，平凡中的陪伴最心安，懂你的人最温暖。
Time will tell us that simple like the longest, ordinary company the most secure, understand your people the warmest.
十八、总要等到过了很久，总要等退无可退，才知道我们曾亲手舍弃的东西，在后来的日子里，再也遇不到了。
Always wait for a long time, always wait for the irretrievable, before we know what we have abandoned personally, in the later days, will never meet again.
十九、从此放下矫情和孤独，把真心藏好，过漂泊的日子，浪荡而自由。
From then on, put aside the affectation and loneliness, hide the sincerity and live a wandering life, wandering and free.
二十、最难过的，莫过于当你遇上一个特别的人，却明白永远不可能在一起，或迟或早，你都不得不放弃。
The saddest thing is when you meet a special person and realize that you can never be together, sooner or later, you have to give up.
二十一、原来成年人的感情，是不追问，是不解释，是心照不宣，是突然走散，是自然消减，是一种冰冷的默契。
Originally, adult's feelings are not questioning, explaining, tacitly speaking, abruptly dispersing, natural diminishing, and a cold tacit understanding.
二十二、我爱你爱了整整一个曾经，从无知到成熟，从冲动到沉静，感谢你赐给我一场空欢喜。
I love you all the time, from ignorance to maturity, from impulse to silence, thank you for giving me an empty joy.
二十三、大概只是因为漫漫长夜不愿一人熬，孤身也实在太苦闷，才会沾上这杯名为感情的酒，一醉到白头。
Maybe it's just because you don't want to stay alone for a long night, and you're too depressed to be alone, that you get this cup of wine called emotion and get drunk until you're white.
二十四、你可以爱错三五个人渣，但不能爱一个人渣三五次，走错路可能是运气不好，但总往一个坑里跳就是智障。
You can love three or five scum wrongly, but you can't love one scum three or five times. It may be bad luck to go wrong, but jumping into a pit is mentally retarded.
二十五、我一直想控制对你的感情，不浓不淡，不轻不重，只是我忘了，感情这事由不得人。
I've always wanted to control your feelings, not strong, not light, not heavy, but I forgot that the cause of feelings is unpopular.
二十六、你脸上的云淡风轻，谁也不知道你的牙咬得有多紧。你笑的没心没肺，没人知道你哭起来只能无声落泪。
No one knows how tight your teeth are, because the clouds on your face are light and breezy. You laugh heartlessly, nobody knows you can only cry silently.
二十七、希望你能做一个混世大魔王，不要再哭，不要一个人难过，要潇洒的走，别被感情左右，新鲜感过了就再寻新欢，再也不要傻傻的等一个人。
I hope you can be a monster of the world. Don't cry any more. Don't be sad alone. Walk smartly. Don't be influenced by feelings. Find new love after you feel fresh. Don't wait for someone silly.
二十八、他看不到你喝醉的样子，也看不到你在夜里哭到哽咽的样子，别傻了，没人心疼的样子，真的一文不值。
He can't see you drunk or you choking at night. Don't be silly, nobody's distressed. It's really worthless.
二十九、我向来擅长的自我保护方式是，一旦察觉到对方冰冷的态度，就自觉退避三舍，从来不会去想捂热这段关系。
I've always been good at self-protection is that once I perceive the cold attitude of the other side, I will voluntarily withdraw from the other side and never want to cover up the relationship.
三十、我好像对谁都没有感情了，可以喜欢也可以突然就不喜欢了，说不出矫情的话，深夜里哭不出来，后来你跟我说这是长大了，可这一点也不酷。
I don't seem to have any feelings for anybody. I can either like it or suddenly dislike it. I can't say anything pretentious. I can't cry in the middle of the night. Later, you told me that it was growing up, but it's not cool at all.
