时间和新欢我都不会选,我会选择喝不完的酒和熬不完的夜,我形容不出有多难过,只是知道我不快乐。
I will not choose time and new love. I will choose endless wine and endless nights. I can't describe how sad it is, just knowing that I'm not happy.
我永远都不可能死缠烂打,哪怕我说了那些不给自己留后路的话,哪怕我跟全世界说,我最喜欢你了。
I'll never die, even if I say something that doesn't leave a way for me. Even if I tell the world, I like you the most.
我经常在想,我到底放不下的是你这个人,还是你给过我的感受,又或者是你出现在我最需要爱情的时光里。
I often think, what I can't let go is you, or the feeling you give me, or you appear in the time when I need love most.
总有人喜欢上想象中的你,后来看到你本来的样子又开始唾弃你,但你从来都是一个样子,明明什么都没做却落得声名狼藉。
There are always people who like you in their imagination, and then they start to spit at you when they see you as you are, but you are always the same. You are infamous for not doing anything.
在这份不能见光,不该当真的感情里想唯一,想真心,想长久,是我贪心了,所以我选择放过自己,也放了你。
I'm greedy to be the only one who can't see the light and shouldn't really think about it. So I choose to let myself go and let you go.
以前总感觉,一个人不能看电影、不能逛街、不能吃饭、不能旅行…没有了你以后,我发现我都做到了。
In the past, I always felt that a person can't watch movies, go shopping, eat or travel. Without you, I found that I have done it.
爱与不爱都没有什么道理可言,十年也许贏不过一秒掏心掏肺或许比不过初见的新鲜。
There's no reason to love or not to love. Ten years may not win for a second, or it's fresher than the first time.
不知道为什么突然暴躁,突然难过,突然发现自己原来过的这么糟糕,人的手就这么大,握不住的东西太多了。
I don't know why I suddenly became angry and sad. I suddenly found that I had such a bad life. People's hands are so big and there are too many things I can't hold.
半夜睡不着时我总在想,你到底是怎么这么快就习惯没有我的,还是说你从未真的爱我。
When I can't sleep in the middle of the night, I always think, how do you get used to not having me so fast, or say you never really love me.